My life is going nowhere,
Sitting here, doing nothing about it,
Time is slipping through my fingers,
I do nothing to change,
Thinking about things that will never happen,
Conjuring up impossible dreams,
That exist only within my head,
That will never happen,
No matter how hard I try,
Nothing ever comes out of the good things,
They morph into dark shadows,
Things that I used to enjoy,
Now I'm turning distant,
Pushing people away,
Thinking of smoky darkness,
My life has become materialistic,
The simplest things make me happy,
The simplest things make me sad,
Trying to put up the happy facade,
Fitting the stereotype,
Trying to be individual,
While everybody is,
Now we're just clones,
Trying desperately to stand out,
In this cruel world that we like to call home,
Where home is supposed to be a happy place,
Now look where it's gotten us,
How could anybody love me,
I'm out of my fucking mind,
My thoughts are scattered,
Soon everybody will leave me,
There always has to be darkness,
I cannot shake this cloud,
I can struggle, I can fight,
But still I am trapped,
Held captive by my own mind.