Disappointment.
Im sick of it. So fucking sick of it. When people tell me that I'm not good enough, that if I don't try, I won't succeed. Well, guess what? I've never wanted to succeed. Not in the ways you hoped. I know I've let people down, I don't need a constant reminder every day. Those phrases that are so commonly spoken, you don't know what they do to me. Because, I've never wanted to impress you. My purpose in life was never to make you happy, make you proud. I don't give a fuck what you think.
I care about what I think. And if I'm happy, I'm happy. You don't fit into this equation anywhere.
I need to push you away to find myself.
I'm sorry.